6 years?

I seriously can't get over that six years ago this Sunday, we said hello and goodbye to our sweet perfect baby boy. So much has happened since then, but looking back, it feels like last week. I can still remember the nurses name, the smell of the cold hospital,the look on my husbands face as he entered the room, the outfits they had me choose from..I am grateful that I still feel and remember that moment in time, and I fear the day when I can't. It has been a year since I posted last. Not because I have been lazy, well, I just don't have a good excuse. I even thought about deleting this blog. But I would be deleting all the comments and pictures and memories that have been made. I have met some incredible angel moms and wouldn't change that for anything. I am grateful to all of you who are still reading this blog! Thanks! this Sunday will be a somber day. But something new this year, we are going to attend the First Presidency Christmas Devotional. I think it is fate that it is on Taylor's birthday. We can enjoy the lights at Temple Square and be able to take in the real reason for this season in our hearts. If you can,in light of it being his 6th birthday at 6:00 Sunday evening, light a candle in memory of my sweet Taylor James. :)