I can't believe that in ONE week it will be two years since this horrible day. I can still remember it so clearly- I can remember the smell of the hospital room, the beeping of the machines, the sadness that was in that recovery room. I can remember the nurses (some were nicer than others) and the Dr's face when he came in my room. I can't believe that I have lasted two years.
We recently got family photos done for Christmas- yet I was saddened that I felt that my WHOLE family wasn't there. Lil' sis wore Taylor's ring - I tried to picture him in that photo with us. I wished things ended differently, but unfortunately they were how they were meant to be. Taylor was too pure, too perfect to come here and I know that he watches over me and my family.
On his birthday I will be putting up a Christmas tree - It would mean a lot to have family/friends hang ornaments on his tree. If you get a chance before Christmas and have an extra ornament, please come and put it on his tree in his memory . Thank you for all who have and still support me in this journey. I have been very blessed with wonderful family and friends.
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Now I will have to go through my ornaments with listening to the spirit for that perfect one. Taylor lives and so great shall be the joy when he lives in your arms. I cant wait to meet the little boy that was too perfect and I got to be friends on Earth with his Mom. How special am I to know you and your family. Your experience has taught me a lot about love and family.
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